You should take a good look inside yourself and ask the question, "why am I here?". I don't mean that metaphorically speaking... seriously, what are you doing on my page?
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I’m having multiple messaging problems, my mass post editor is malfunctioning, and a whole bunch of crap is getting on my last nerve right now.
I have a question…why am I talking to you? Why don’t I just say “Dear me in the future…” it makes more sense. Anyway, It’s been a while since the last time I wrote in this but hey, who actually writes in their diary every night? Well… probably the smart people that want to remember how they were when they were younger. The reason why I’m writing is because I’m frustrated. I have so much work to do but my day just gets worse and worse. It’s 10 o’clock and I was doing my math homework when I realized that I can’t find a calculator that has the square root symbol on it! I just want to sit down and do whatever I want to do! Sometimes I ask myself “what’s the point?” but when I ask that question, other questions come up until it goes back to the beginning of time. If I do work and I get smarter, will all my efforts show later on in life? Or will everything I learned be forgotten? I made a list of things I need to do and it doesn’t look very long until you start analyzing each thing I have to do. Well, I should stop writing now and get back to work. I’m too tired to write all that’s going on at the moment. G’night my future self and my diary.”
Looking back, I can now say that it was worth it. All the hard work I’ve done has paid off. I’m extremely proud of myself and no matter what happens, I will always have the knowledge that I can do anything I set my mind to do. My struggles have made me the person I am today, and I wouldn’t change anything.